Self-Promoting a Self-Published Book

posted on: October 2, 2019

I published the the Pricing Workbook for Creatives in May of this year.  It's currently October.  I've already shared everything I did and didn't do as I prepared to launch the book.  Now that it's 5 months after publication, where am I with regard to getting this book out into the hands of people who it will help?



Books Sold in the First Five Months: 50

I wish I was further along.  It's a good thing I have zero ego and expectation around how many books I've sold so that I can just share this openly and honestly.  I'm not comparing against anyone else, just looking at where I am compared to where I want to be.  I didn't find anyone else who shared their self-published early sales numbers or details of their early efforts, so I'm sharing mine as a slice of reality pie.

I'd say 90% of these book purchases are people I know personally, or people who have known me through social media for a few years.  50% of these were sold in the first month, largely due to my launch efforts.  I'm grateful for each person who has taken this work seriously and is digging into doing the work.  I know this workbook helps people build and run better creative businesses.  The formulas work, but only when people do them, and making time to do the work is often the hardest part.  The same is true for doing the work of promoting the book.

The books I've given away for review or as gifts are less likely to be put to good use than the books that people have bought for themselves.  That's just reality and the fact that people tend to value the things they pay for more than the things they are given.  I would love to host more workshops where I can help facilitate the process in a space dedicated to doing the work, but how and where that can happen still represents a series of unknowns.

I know I can help someone get through the first worksheet in an hour or two even if they have never looked at those numbers before.  The second worksheet is dependent on the industry and recognizing what goes into someone's creative work, so the time is more organizational/thinking time for the creative.  The third worksheet often requires some research time if someone hasn't run a business before, but can usually be accomplished in a few hours.  In my dream scenario, I would love to gather people for a week-long retreat, where they spend a couple hours doing the work together each day, and then the rest of the day focusing on creative experiments and talking to each other about the challenges and solutions that come up as they do the work.

I'm basically hand-selling every individual copy of the book right now.

When I look at where things are, I also see that I haven't invested a ton of energy in book promotion.  I've been traveling a lot.  I've been experiencing places, people, and learning new things, but I haven't been investing time in the efforts needed to get this book out to people who can benefit the most from the work.  I knew it would require a lot of individual effort in the beginning, much like many creative endeavors have required.  However, I also thought Amazon listing would be able to help just a little more than they really do. Granted, I also have not invested anything into advertising at this point, which is still an option that I will likely run a test on in the future.  I also know that we're approaching the busiest season of the year for nearly all creatives, and that there will be more time for creatives to look at their business when winter rolls around and they can work on business goals rather than just focusing on business tasks.

Received First Five Star and First One Star Review

Thankfully the first review was the five star review from someone who beta-tested the book and I respect highly as an artist and an educator.  That review was amazing to read because it outlined exactly what many of my consulting clients experienced as well when they went through the process.  I'm so glad that was the first review I got to read because it really highlighted what's possible for people who do the work.

When the second review appeared as a one star review, I was able to take it in gracefully.  I don't know if it's the amount of self-development work I've done, but it actually didn't bother me to get a 1 star review.  It bothered me that the person may have reviewed the book without actually working through the worksheets, but their review actually confirmed some of what I think makes the workbook helpful and valuable...
"It's 7th grade level math."
Yes- it was designed to be so easy that young entrepreneurs could make use of it with basic math!
 "It's more like a workbook.. there's nothing in it.."
Yes- the value is in the process of filling out the worksheets and formulas with personalized info!
So, I responded to this review with validations that yes, this is all part of the design of the book.  The reviewer also complained about price, so I also provided the reviewer with a link to the 10 years and hundreds of FREE pricing and business articles I've shared publicly on PhotoLovecat, and encouraged them to gift the book to a young and budding entrepreneur who will make use of it.

When I look at the price of this book, I see all the other ways that this information can be earned or gained.  It is way less expensive than the $350,000 or more of trial and error you might spend to figure it out in your own business.  It's a lot less than a college business course that might cost $3,500.  It's still cheaper than a short consulting session that might be $350.  Yet, all that value and experience that I have invested is packed into a $35 book.  What's expensive is not the book, but all of the experience that went into making a creative business building process into a book easy enough for a 7th grader to figure out.  I get it though, unless you actually go through the process, it just looks like some simple forms.  Filling the forms out is where everyone confronts the challenges.

Into every creator's life, there are bound to be negative reviews of our work.  It comes with the territory of putting ourselves and our work out into the world.  I'm so much better about taking in negative feedback now than when I started my creative journey professionally.  Oh man, in the beginning, negative feedback was devastation.  Now I'm able to read it, decipher if there are any gems of wisdom that I can really learn from, or if it's just a bunch of negativity directed at a review box.  I'm much less emotionally charged and much more neutral about other people's opinions than I used to be regarding my creative work.  I think I have confidence about this book regardless of reviews because of how much trial and error I was able to put into the work before I put it into book format.  I know it works, but it still requires people to put in their own work to get there, which is emphasized at the beginning of the book.

The Mistake I Made with Early-Bird Sales

Getting a negative review also highlighted one of the mistakes I made with early-bird sales.  I didn't encourage people to pre-order the book on Amazon because I couldn't offer a special price to some people but not others.  I probably could have offered a discounted price for the first week and then raised the price on Amazon, but there were so many things to figure out for the first time in that period that I didn't fully understand how that might impact me later and I didn't have time to do more research about the consequences.

The downside of having people get the book directly through me at an early-bird discount rather than ordering on Amazon was that my early supporters did not get their book purchases listed as verified purchases on Amazon.  (Another downside may also be all the individual hand-labor that went into shipping the book directly, but I loved being able to write personal thank you notes to each person.)  With only two reviews of the book - one being from a book beta-tester who didn't show up as a verified purchase because they had access to the book before it was released and one from a verified purchase - I noticed that Amazon gave greater weight to the verified purchase review.  In the star category, it listed the verified purchase 1 star review at 51% and the 5 star review from the beta-tester at 49%.  So there is a mathematical weight given to verified reviews in how stars appear on the site and which reviews show up at the top of the review section, regardless of how "Helpful" someone's review has been voted.

Asking for Reviews

Once I saw how Amazon was giving weight to this 1 star review, I realized I needed to circle back with a few more people who I knew had worked through the book to ask if they can provide a review to help others who are considering the workbook.  Now, this is one benefit to beta-testing the book and hand-selling that first batch of books- because I actually KNOW who received copies of the book because I placed those orders personally.  Even if Amazon doesn't give those book owners and book reviews greater weight, they can still share their thoughts and what they gained from the book for other readers to consider.

So, if you're able to collect emails of people who are placing pre-orders, than you can have the best of both worlds when it comes to verified reviews and being able to follow-up with people.  At this point, there are 3 reviews out of 50 books sold, and two of those people beta-tested the book before it was released, so they don't show up as verified reviews, unfortunately.  I have a few more ideas about how to work on this, but I'm also open to more ideas.

Finding Promotional Opportunities

Many of the promotional opportunities I've had so far to share the book have come from me reaching out directly to people who are cultivating an audience that I think will benefit from the book.  There have been a couple invitations that came to me before I reached out to them, but they were usually connected to me reaching out to someone else to help them out by sharing the work I've done.  Obviously, if you aren't up for self-promotion, it could be even more challenging to get your work into the right hands.

One of the speed bumps I've run into is living on the opposite side of the world, away from most of the market where the book can be easily purchased and distributed.  I can submit blog posts, or books for review, but things like lining up times for calls or interviews for videos or podcasts presents some challenges when meetings need to happen at the fringes of the day in those couple hours where people 12 time zones apart are both awake.  I could target the Australian and Asian market, which are closer in time zones, but there are other distribution challenges that need to be resolved before that makes sense.

Then there are the internet connectivity issues that come with being in China.  This week has been loaded with them due to the 70th Anniversary of the People's Republic of China, aka National Day, aka Golden Week.  VPN Access to social media sites and Google have either been blocked or very slow to load, such that working online has been frustrating at best and hasn't yielded much productivity.  To maintain my sanity rather than banging my head against a wall, I decided to give up doing too much research or communication until after the holiday is over.  This was supposed to be the perfect week to focus while I'm in Shanghai alone, but it has actually yielded the least productivity in the areas I was hoping to make progress due to internet issues.  These are the realities of attempting to be productive while traveling.

Website?

The website that I'd hoped was going to be ready by now, is not finished.  If I were to do this over again and link a website to a book, I think I would choose to just utilize a basic template that requires no design decisions or custom branding  in order to have a fast website.  Instead I chose to hire a custom designer for a larger overhaul of a site that will serve multiple purposes, and I knew the process would take long, but it has taken even longer than I'd hoped due to the communication challenges of needing to work asynchronously online on opposite time zones.

Without a website, there are certain larger publicity outlets that I hesitate to reach out to because I know they want to see some evidence of my "street cred" beyond my LinkedIn experiences, Instagram adventures, and Facebook pages.  This is where being in limbo with a custom site I'm not in full control of starts to feel like just one more challenge to overcome rather than one more support system to draw upon.



Picking Myself Up When I Feel Defeated

I have a few friends who are rooting for me and for the success of the book, and for them I am so grateful.  They breathe wind into my sails when I just want to drown in the weight of what needs to be done.  It is so easy to feel defeated and want to give up.  Atrophy is so much easier than climbing the uphill battles.  Most days I'm the one who has to push my own frustrated self, kicking and screaming internally in protest, up the figurative hill.  I know that I just have to keep moving forward, in spite of all the obstacles.

Part of me wants to say screw it all and focus on something easier and more fun... which is admittedly what I get to do while while traveling... but I also know that's not going to help as many people as continuing to work through the challenges of getting this work to people who will benefit from it.  I think this also speaks to why you must be passionate about the work you create- because the challenges are only worth overcoming when you love what you do or you deeply believe your work will create a positive impact in the world.

Small Wins

I'm good at taking stock of my mistakes and losses, it's how I acknowledge what needs to be better.  However, I also think it's important to celebrate any wins that help move things in the right direction, no matter how small.  So, here are the promotional invitations that have panned out and been shared since I published the book.  Both were recorded while I was on a great internet connection in NYC.  I actually had more interviews scheduled, but a couple people cancelled, and one that was recorded has not been released yet:
How to be an Artist Creator Profile
Tiffinbox YouTube Interview of Pricing Workbook for Creatives
This one was also recorded and shared with a limited audience before the book was released:
Pricing Strategies for Creatives with Libby Co.


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A Hacked Launch is Greater Than No Launch

posted on: May 6, 2019

... unless you're a rocket scientist. However, when it comes to business, launching something new in a hacked, unorganized, messy, or imperfect way is still far better than not launching at all.   Indefinitely delaying a launch out of the desire for a fully formed and perfected presentation is a great way to never launch something.

Consider how much you learn and can earn from starting early and messy, no website, no pretty packaging, just trying different things, learning what resonates and what doesn't, building your resources as you go, discovering what people are and aren't willing to pay for just by offer to do work, honing and perfecting your presentation and process with each trial, gradually creating something that really works and is built on a foundation of real meaningful experiences.

Now consider what happens when trying to perfect everything first in the mind, without ever testing it in the real world with different people, without getting any feedback or response before sharing it with the world.  It's a lot of time invested on the perfection of a vision, but little to no time invested in understanding how others perceive that vision, what they are willing to pay for, or what questions they have and need answered to help them understand the value.  Understanding how other people value our work can only be understood by sharing that work with other people.  Understanding what and why people buy can only be understood by attempting to sell something.

Launching the Pricing Workbook for Creatives required me to launch messy and imperfectly.  What do I mean by messy?  At the moment, there seem to be two different versions of anneruthmann.com currently online depending on what device you use or how the domain connects based on any cookies you may have stored on your browser.  You might see my architecture & interior commercial photography portfolio hosted with photoshelter.com that looks like this:

Or you could see an about.me page that looks like this:


Neither of these are what I was hoping to have in place while launching the Pricing Workbook for Creatives.  Even though I already hired a designer to craft a new website that will be a better showcase of my experience and the resources I can provide, I already knew that the new website would take more time and not be ready for the book launch.  Rather than delay the book launch for the perfection of a website, or put the pressure of having the website first, I decided to focus on finding another way to launch messy and prioritize capturing public interest in the workbook so I could build and share resources along the way.

Instead of having the domains PricingWorkbookforCreatives.com or PricingWorkbook.com point to a website page full of amazing copy and testimonials, I decided to point the domains to a simple MailChimp.com email capture landing page (shown below) so that I could capture the interest around sending special deals to the early readers who wanted in on deals and freebies:

I really held to the promise in this form and ONLY offered special deals to this email list.  Everyone else who was just watching on social media never got the deal I offered over email.  I knew it was highly likely that the people on this email list would still be watching me elsewhere online in social media, and I needed them to know how much I valued their early support, interest, and trust in me to deliver on my promise.  This made a tiny little email form far more valuable than a website would be, because it unlocked something no one else could get otherwise.  Any mention I made leading up to the launch on social media simply directed people to this form, rather than some long and rambling sales page, complicated website, webinar registration, free download, or anything else.  I wanted the process to be simple and straightforward, no complications.

In some ways, I find the interest of those early registrations to be far more meaningful and valuable than anything that comes from a more a perfected website or sales pitch.  The early registrations were all-in right away.  They didn't need to see more.  They knew what they wanted and were willing to get first dibs.  Regardless of their follow-through rate on sales, the emotional support to keep going when it was frustrating before launch came from just seeing those early registrations waiting in line.  Thanks to launching early and messy, the Pricing Workbook for Creatives got to have its moment of fame at the top of the New Release list for Kindle Books in the Business of Art category!



When building something important, I've realized the group belief in what you are offering is a key factor in getting to the finish line.  Group support for a product creates an encouraging fire to keep moving forward even when you might want to give up, much like being in a relay knowing an entire team needs you to be your best and reach your finish point.  It truly is special to know when people value what you're putting out into the world.  I don't think I would have learned how important that step really was if I had waited to launch with a more developed website or structure.

Having a hacked together launch can also help you mitigate risk.  If you anticipate a launch with a simple sign up page and get no sign ups at all no matter how much you promote something- it's a pretty good sign that something doesn't seem valuable enough to want!  Either that or you need to talk to more people and revise your offer until people do sign up for it.  Eliminating what people don't value and don't want helps prevent you from risking the time and energy to build something that won't be able to get off the ground when it's ready.

So if you're working on something new, or planning to launch something no one has ever seen yet... how about taking it for a test drive while it's still in concept form before going big?  Talking with people about what you're working on helps you refine what other people are most interested in and excited to see.  Whether you talk about it online or in person to build buzz and interest, try it while things are still messy and see what you can learn and revise to make it better for those who want it!

Everything After Leaving It All

posted on: September 6, 2018

Well, I think I've made this process as easy on myself and my clients as I possibly could, but there are still things to wrestle with even 9 months after announcing my retirement.  I'm sharing this in the event that you're also exploring leaving a business that has been running for a decade or more, with regard to how you might plan your exit strategy.  (all photos from my instagram feed)



When I announced the changes in my photography business last year, I had that very optimistic outlook about how much time I'll have "after I retire" to think about everything else I've been wanting to do and create, but the reality has taken much more time to get to a place of being able to think about anything else.

The first 4 months after my announcement were spent finishing projects that were still immediately on the table, as well as a few more projects clients wanted me to take care of before I completely unplugged and spent the summer traveling.  It turns out that wrapping up a photography business and pulling back from awesomely loyal clients takes almost as much headspace, time, and expense as keeping the business going.  I should have known this based on the other businesses I've helped close or transfer, but of course it's always different when you're in the middle of doing the work.

The second 4 months were pretty splendid and blissful, traveling city to city and country to country, while allowing myself to be completely disconnected from email, or managing client needs, or customer service, or responding to bid requests, or following up with new leads, as well as not feeling the need to have any of my photography gear with me to complicate my travels or find more work while on the road.  In a way, I think I really needed those months to fully step away and disconnect, otherwise I would have been tempted to continue responding out of kindness and loyalty.

It was freeing, and definitely gave me more headspace, but how I spent that headspace was truly just enjoying each moment as it unfolded, rather than planning for what would be next.  I learned that I need more stillness to create what's next because travel and adventure keeps me focused on just what is right in front of me at that moment, rather than giving me the stillness I need to plan ahead.



So what did I actually accomplish in 6 months after announcing retirement?

1. Stopped taking on new photography clients.

2. Finished up photography projects that loyal recurring clients were counting on me for so they had more time to plan and try out other replacement solutions on a longer timeline (there are still just a couple left this second half of the year.)

3. Shipped out as many of my printed sample products as possible to clients who were featured in the samples.  This actually went much smoother than I thought it would, and most wedding and portrait clients were happy to cover shipping costs.  There were a few times when checking back in with former clients that I learned of tragic events or separations, and those were hard to check in on, but I tried to get as many products as possible out of storage and into the hands of former clients.

4. Decided to keep the photography equipment assets to continue to be sure I don't want to use them for personal projects or other random things.  The value declines every few months, so eventually they are actually worth more to keep than to sell.  If I wanted the money out of it all, I'd sell it all and get what I could from it, but obviously that doesn't matter as much to me as the creative freedom of keeping it.

5. Traveled a whole lot, and I still have some more travel ahead.

6. Freed myself from my inbox by essentially letting one inbox get so full it would bounce back emails, and putting a long vacation announcement on the other.  This is so different from those years when I was completely addicted to my inbox... I never thought there would be a day I could just walk away from my inbox.  Clients who still wanted to reach me basically needed to reach me on Facebook, Instagram, or by Text Message- which they already had access to and had already used to reach me at some point anyway.



Things I still wrestle with 9 months out.... 

How much longer do I want to keep my website and work out there while I'm not taking new clients?

  • On one hand, the website continues to represent my work and experience as a photographer as well as a copyright holder in order to defend any copyright issues for myself or my clients.
  • On the other hand, it also creates the impression that I might still be taking clients, and online high resolution storage is a recurring expense that continues to be billed to a closed business.
  • Ultimately, I may still keep a portfolio out there of some kind featuring my work, but more as a creative archive and copyright placeholder rather than as someone seeking new clients, so I'm still figuring out exactly what to do with my copyright archives.

What is "AnneRuthmann.com" if it is not a professional photography portfolio?

  • Considering the hundreds of links already out there online pointing to "AnneRuthmann.com" were pointing to a photographer's website, do I want to continue directing traffic to a gallery that makes it appear like I'm still an active photographer?
  • Do I want to reuse anneruthmann.com for anything else after it has been so established online as a photographer's website?
  • After my announcement, I decided to point the domain to my "Changes at Anne Ruthmann Photography" blog post, since that would be the most practical way to tell people what's going on, but as time goes on and I debate whether I want to reclaim my domain name for anything else, I still wrestle with exactly where that domain should go and what the consequences are with google when it comes to pointing it in other directions.  I keep playing with it to see what happens regarding traffic.  
Accounting & Taxes
  • I'm not really wrestling with this, it's just a reality of closing out a business, but it obviously has to continue through the next fiscal cycle in order to be fully accounted for whether you're selling the business to someone else or just closing it down for yourself.

What I'm excited about now... 

I feel like I've only just started having time to scratch the surface of what's next for me and how I can help more people.  I have two books that are rattling around in my head right now and each day I plug away bit by bit at the content, outlines, and writing for both of them.  I go between just launching them as books or turning them into workshops to edit and refine first.  For one, it may be better to launch as a book, and for the other it may be a launch as a workshop.  We'll see, as the process continues to unfold the more I work on it.  I just have to keep plugging away and creating what I need to create based on all the rich experiences I've had so far.

I'm spending more time doing reiki energy healing work, both in person and at distance, which feels so aligned and uses all of my very unique body sensitivities and ways of perceiving unseen things.  I even did a couple sessions while I was traveling - and I was grateful I could serve in that way when people were in need.

I'm also spending more time doing consulting work for creatives who want to achieve more freedom and flow in their business.  After creating so much freedom for myself in my business in the last half of my self-employment career, I feel like the only way to truly honor all of that learning and experience is to share it with others to help make their path easier in a much faster way than mine was!  I still look back at what I built, and how easy I made it, and have those moments of thinking "Why couldn't I just keep doing that?!" - but I know why- because I love a challenge, and when I no longer have challenges, I need more.  Now it's much more fun figuring out how to help other people finely tune and optimize their flow!

If you follow me in all the usual social media places, you'll probably see me trying a few different things, asking for people who want to test some things, and throwing a few offers or polls out there to get some feedback and direction as I create new things.  I've learned that I work better in zig zags rather than straight lines.  It almost seems important that I work on two projects at once rather than just one, so that I can switch to another productive thing when I feel stuck or stagnant on one.  It also seems that documenting this process in various ways has become equally important for me to move forward as well, so you'll likely have more to read from me as I work through it all.  

Thanks for joining me for the journey!  If you have any cautionary tales or suggestions about the whole "AnneRuthmann.com" domain thing - please do share!





Changes at Anne Ruthmann Photography

posted on: November 8, 2017

Yesterday, I made a big announcement about my photography business to my most frequent photography clients who rely on me as part of their regular business marketing strategy, as well as to my Facebook friends and family who follow me on all of my big life adventures and challenges.  Today I share it with you, and with the world at large...

I'm retiring from being a professional photographer.


Just writing that in black and white kind of scares the heck out of me, because right now I really have no idea where the future paychecks are going to come from since the vast majority now come from photography, but I also know I have to do this now and I have to make it more clear to everyone in my sphere because I can't keep splitting my energy between photography and the other things I'm building right now.

No, this isn't some kind of lottery-winning or heavily-invested-401K kind of retirement we're all told we should aim for in the perfectly scripted version of life.  Dear lord knows I've spent far too much of what I could have saved, taking multiple travels around the world for that to happen right now, but I have a long life ahead of me to figure out an investment strategy... either that or it's a very short life with no children heirs that requires no retirement savings, and I'm actually better off having spent it all on traveling the world while I was young and able- HA!  Living in the moment for the win!  (That's half sarcasm and half realism.)

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Either way, I'm at peace with the whole retirement from photography without a pension, and I'm also OK with a whole lot of not knowing what's next.  In fact, being OK with both of those things is how I know this move is exactly what needs to happen right now- as I outlined in a recent post on PhotoLovecat where I had a chance to reflect on whether my feelings to leave photography were coming from the right place or not.  Photography has been such an abundant and fulfilling career for me and the journey of creating a career out of photography has proven over and over that it is possible for dreams to come true in this lifetime and that the only barriers are the ones we create for ourselves.

I'm so grateful for how photography has been a part of enabling me to reach this entirely new and unexpected journey in my life, supporting me and nurturing me in ways that have allowed me to dip my toe in little by little to see what this next journey is all about and how I feel about it.  I still feel a little crazy to be leaving behind something that has been so good to me, but it's only because what has been calling me next is now so powerful and consuming of my energy and focus that it is refusing to play second fiddle in the orchestra of my life.

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For the last two years, I've been slowly growing a practice as a Reiki practitioner.  I actually had no idea that was what I was doing because I didn't have any intentions around Reiki other than just experiencing it.  I thought I was just on this super cool Reiki experience journey for my own benefit and insight into how to better manage my energy and the energy around me.  I was enjoying just hopping from lily pad to lily pad in the figurative pond of Reiki and enjoying all the cool insights I discovered along the way.  The process of discovery was fun and freeing for me, like a new hobby would be for anyone else, so I really didn't plan for it to become something more serious like a professional career change.  Which is almost exactly how photography started as a career as well.

Reiki training gave me a place that felt like a home I'd never known, full of people who understood the world of energy beyond what was visible, in the same ways I understood it and felt it.  To me, unseen energy is as real and palpable as the objects you can see, and thank goodness there are other people in the world who agree and have these sensitivities too, or I would have continued to be made crazy by people who don't have the same sensitivities and sensory experiences I have.  I now recognize that this is a unique gift that not everyone is open to having or willing to experience at the same level, and it is a gift that I had learned how to suppress for a while as a child when I needed to sort out what other people described as real from what I sensed as real, but that I actually wasn't doing the best job of suppressing it all those years, I was just doing a terrible job of understanding it and managing it until I learned more about it through Reiki practice.

Finding the people who understood energy in similar ways is how I felt when I first became a musician, a theatre nerd, and then a photographer.  I felt like I had found my people.  I was happy enough for Reiki just to be a family of people who shared some of my same sensitivities and ways of perceiving energy, but doing the work of Reiki every single day has made it very clear that I have been gifted with insights and sensory clarity in ways that can help others too.  Sometimes that scares me because I know how intense energy work can be and what it can demand of me, but I also know that if I just step out of the way and stop creating resistance by way of insecurity and being concerned what people will think about me at an ego level, the work will lead me on an amazing journey that I can't even fathom right now.  Just fully committing to photography taught me the power of how being fully present to the work could take me to all sorts of amazing places I never would have gone otherwise.

I've been sharing some of this Reiki journey and learning here on my blog, so for you, this isn't much of a surprise because you've seen it unfolding little by little along the way.  I thought I could just let this learning journey continue unfolding slowly and gradually for a few more years before making any kind of definitive leap into anything exclusive, but lately my body has been radiating with an intensive energy that wants me to be more exclusive and focused on the Reiki work, so I wanted to give my photography clients time to find new solutions as well by making the announcement about my intentions sooner rather than later.

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As for the business assets I've built- at first I thought I might train an assistant photographer to take over more gradually, but multiple attempts to find someone to train and take under my wing left me disappointed.  Next I had to decide if I was going to try and sell off the $100,000 of equipment I've acquired to do this work, but I want to keep my equipment a bit longer to continue serving my current clients as long as I can, until the working relationship naturally changes on its own, and I want to keep what I might need to use to work on some personal photography projects if I decide to do something more along the lines of fine art.

I debated whether or not to set up a paid referral system to send clients to a couple other businesses that might be able to help them, but that didn't quite feel right for me or my clients, because I want my clients to have the opportunity to take time to search for someone else that they resonate with, rather than making that decision for them.  Luckily, another experience in my life already taught me a lot about what can be involved in selling, transferring, or closing a service business so that I could fully consider all of my options carefully before deciding what to do and how to do it.  I feel confident that I'm making this transition as smooth and organic as possible for my clients, which is very important to me and the working relationships we've built together.  They really are the unsung heroes of my life who unknowingly helped me get to this place more gracefully.

Where does that leave me now?  Well, I now have a little more space to start figuring out how to make a living from something that, from the outside, seems quiet impossible to make a living from since very few people understand it or actually search for it.  Maybe I'll have more time for one-on-one consulting or creating a group coaching program so I can keep passing on all this great small business building wisdom to others who need my support.  Thankfully, I have a very supportive partner and family that have seen me make other big leaps and figure out how to make them successful, so I at least have their encouragement and confidence even while I'm freaking out a little on the inside.  Part of me looks at my decision and just shakes my head at myself, like really?!?  You can't just keep enjoying that super great thing you already spent over a decade building?!  You always have to attempt something more challenging and outrageous?  Yeah... I guess I'm still just trying to live the answers to the questions from my TEDx Talk and really figure out what I want to be when I grow up....

What would you attempt if you knew you could not fail?


WANTED: CSS Blogger Designer Extraordinaire

posted on: February 21, 2013

I loved working with Madeline to create the current blogger design I have, but because she's not on the market anymore, I'm looking out for a new CSS-coding, design-loving, blog-building extraordinaire to help me create a new cleaner layout and design.

Here's the dig- everyone I've talked to so far wants me to ditch blogger for wordpress and I don't want to.  Look, I get that Wordpress is easier for you to design, but it also seems to have more problems than blogger.  I have YEARS of yummy SEO goodness built into this here blogger blog, I understand the back-end, it's super fast loading because it's hosted on Google servers, and gosh darnit- people like it- as in, they've already bookmarked and RSS subscribed the crap out of this blog and I'd really hate to loose the lovely audience I've built only to start from scratch again.  Now, I MAY consider switching to Wordpress for my regular portfolio website... but I really need someone who doesn't run screaming from the thought of customizing a blogger blog.

This is my S.O.S. to the world... well, S.O.B.... but not that kind of S.O.B.... anyway...

Perhaps YOU aren't a CSS blogger genius, but you KNOW someone who is?  I'm reaching out to you because you're smart, resourceful, savvy- and I know you get me and what I'm about.  Please share this with a blogger customizing extraordinaire so I will no longer be tempted to make a Harlem Shake video to attract attention to myself...

NEW Customized Blogger!

posted on: August 3, 2007

I have to give a BIG SHOUTOUT to Madeline Miller who customized my blog!! (If you're reading this in a feedreader, CLICK HERE to see my actual blog.) I know a lot of people think google blogger isn't customizable, but once I saw several different blogger blogs that were totally pimped out, I knew it could be done if only I could find the right person to help me! I contacted several designers before finding Madeline, and boy did I get lucky!! I've been working with Madeline since MAY to get this baby finished and she's been absolutely fabulous every step of the way!! When she's not customizing blogs, or running her Everything Rachael Ray blog, she's actually a lawyer - which means she's really covering up for the fact that she's actually Superwoman. ;-)

What do YOU think?! What do you like? What don't you like (don't worry, it won't hurt my feelings)? I'm dying to hear what you think!!

Hot off the Press!!

posted on: January 8, 2007


On the wedding side of my spamtastic new website, I added the "Personal" gallery which is full of images chosen by clients. The coolest part is that they also have captions about the image or why the client chose the image as a favorite. There are many times when I'm amazed that someone chooses an image as a favorite, but I know it's because there's something that they connect to that goes much deeper than the image itself. This is also one of the reasons that I have a very hard time editing down my number of images!! I know there are photographers who can take 1500 pictures and edit them down to only 300-500 for the client to see, but it's seriously impossible for me to take that big of a cut. Part of me is really sentimental about each and every click, and the other part of me worries that I'll be throwing away something precious!! In any case, check out some of my clients favorite images, and see what they love about them - you may be surprised! (To my wonderful brides & grooms who aren't featured yet - I can add your images to the gallery at any time. ;-)


On the lifestyle side of the website, I added a new section called "Beauty" which (for now) features some of the headshot and fashion work I did before I really got into weddings. (As a side note, most of those images were captured on good ol' film.) At first I was going to call it "Talent" and include some of my live music photos, but I think I'll end up putting those in the "Art" section (which is really just a collage of things I do for my own enjoyment - or whenever I feel like I've been away from my camera for too long.)

ONLY 7 WEDDING DATES LEFT FOR 2007!!!



Now that my availability calendar is easy to access on my website, you can see what dates are still available. While there are more than 7 weekends availble on the calendar, I'm only taking on 7 more wedding clients for 2007 in order to give my current (and future) clients as much personal attention as possible. I'll still be accepting lifestyle and portrait work above and beyond weddings, so if you just HAVE to have some Anne Ruthmann photos, we can still do a portrait session before or after your wedding day. ;-) If I do have your date available, make sure you get in touch with me soon! There's nothing that breaks my heart more than having to turn someone away because I'm already booked! Especially when it's an awesome destination wedding in the Caribbean!

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